"Glass"

broken glass
under my skin

no way out
no way in

no sign of the end
nowhere to begin

the dirt on my hands
in the throes
of my destiny
my head to the ground
so this is how it
will be

sometimes the darkness
is all I can see
the light of the world
has been taken from me

my heart broken
with lovely
shards of glass

my blood but a token
of a life
long since past

sometimes the darkness
is all I can see
the light of the world
gone forever from me

"Glass"; Copyright; Scott Scarborough; 2007

Hiya Streamers!

Ok. So, I have been away from the Stream.... and working on alot of music..... I mostly compose things for my local mentor and co-writer, Annie, who has the patience of Job waiting for me to turn things in to her.... she and I have done a couple of films together and did the music that plays at Desoto Caverns, a local tourist spot.... we seem to jive as far as what our ears like.. I have had alot of technical trouble with my home studio but I seem to have broken through today after much tinkering and manual reading....... so, I burned a few of the things I have been working on and then put them in the best place for me to hear them.... my car stereo!

I would go through the things I have mixed and ready to go and burn a cd and then put it in my car and spin around while I listened..... and of course, I'm not happy with anything..... I mean it sounds GREAT!..... but GREAT is not good enough for an anal music composer freak like myself.... (I'm rediculously hard on myself as far as what I create... considering I am just a hack at this stuff) in the loudness and ambiance of the car I could hear things in the mix that I am not happy with....... I dunno..... I am thinking of uploading a couple of things and sending them out for friends to hear and they can tell me what they think.......

Well, at least I am getting something done as far as the music...... I might send out a few things very soon to those who have mail boxes and cyber speed equipped to handle the large files.....

btw.... I'm not back.... just easing my way back into the blogging......... funny thing is that Secret says "Are you Gone...? who would know as much as you post????"

Hee Hee....

I miss ya and love ya, Streamers!

So........

What do you call a dog with no back legs and steel balls?

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"sparky"

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*shrug*

Have a great Wednesday, folks.

Hiya Streamers!

Um.... I have been thinking about coming back to post and comment more, but I don't feel like it's time to come back full time yet.

BUT!

I wanted to at least check in and update to say hello.....

So.... I have been busy with work and whatnot.... the break from the computer has been... well, a break. I have posted some on other blogs mostly, but feel I have been disciplined about cutting way back on my time at the computer.

I finished my Zulu book and have started yet another military history about World War One.... I have been watching more television as of late.... not that I'm really into television, but more to spend time with the family.... and this family watches television. *shrug* I have been working on my music quite a bit as well, but as usual haven't turned anything in to my partner yet.

Still dropping weight and building up muscle... I look good and I'm happy about that. No hiking or walking... too dang hot!

I'm feeling better.... no panic attacks, but I am trying to get used to being on the meds again.... it's a much lower dose than before, but I can tell..... it makes me too emotional some times (read: cranky and overly sensitive).... I dont like that part of the deal... but I am doing much better overall. It's always an adventure going up the SSRI ladder...

Well, that's it!

No news is good news and I don't have much to report. Just out here doing that most perplexing journey called..... LIFE!!

I miss Y'all and I look forward to coming back soon!

Randy

Hiya Streamers....... well, it's time to close down the Hollow for a bit to hose down and fumigate the place..... it gets nasty in here without a good cleaning up once in a while!

I'll be a round a bit to visit other blogs but wont be posting anything new here for a while ....

THANK YOU to everyone who mentioned me in the lists of favorite bloggers this week!

I love all of you who have loved and supported me!

so.... keep your squirrels in your baskets and I shall return!

xoxox

Randy