So, yesterday I was still reeling from that stomach bug and it got to the point where I had had enough so I decided to go to the doctor........... I wanted to get something for the nausea.............. another thing I had been dealing with but hadnt shared on here was that the panic attacks I had been suffering from for decades had returned as of late and I was very upset that I was going through all that again........ well I HATE doctors offices and as soon as I got there I was hit with a panic attack..... I didnt tell the nurse this but when she took my blood pressure, she turned white, stuttered something and left the room to bring in another nurse who also took my blood pressure...... she said that we had a problem and ran to get the doctor...... then the doctor took my blood pressure and she said I was in a dangerous situation and that my blood pressure was 200 over 128! I FREAKED!!! I knew I was nervous but I had no idea I was in that much trouble..... they told me that they were going to inject me with a powerful beta blocker and that if that didnt help they were going to call an ambulance and rush me to the hospital! ..... they werent even going to let me drive myself there! shit! So, they gave me the injection and left me with the lights down for 20 minutes..... that dropped it down to 165 over 110..... still high but not life threatening..... I then told them about the panic attacks and they put me back on the blood pressure meds AND back on the anti depressant, which for those who have read my blog for a while know what a terrible time I had coming off of back in January.............. they wrote me a script for the phenigrine, which was all I was after in the first place! I came home and fell into a deep sleep on the sofa...... wiped out from the panic and the beta blocker injection....

I am distraught at having to be back on these meds but the doc told me I was lucky to not have had a stroke!

I hate it hate it hate it!

I am going back to work today............ I am very sorry to leave everyone's comments on here unanswered but I will get to them over the next day or two..... I dont take any visitor to my little blog here for granted so I want to get back to everyone......

I am scared, folks.....

Ugh.... I am in the middle of a nasty stomach flu right now.....I am supposed to be working today but couldnt make it..... I'll spare you the details but I am SICK...... explosive diarrhea and throwing up is not such a funny punchline when it's an actual ongoing issue! Bleech!

I am sorry to everyone who was nice enough to come to the Hollow and post but I just havent been up to replying to all the great comments and answers I received on my Wednesday questions and some other posts that need my attention....... I'm not ignoring anyone..... I just feel like shit.

I will catch up on everything when I feel better.

Ok. I'm off to return to the bathroom.

Love ya, Streamerbeamers.

Hi there my quixotic, yet lovable Streamers!

It's THAT time of the week yet again.....

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*places Ted Nugent's grandmother in the basket*

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1. What was the first record (LP, Cassette, CD) you ever bought?

2. Ever dined on ragout?

3. When's the last time you saw two dogs making sweet love?

4. What other sites do you visit on the internet besides "Blogstream"?

5. Ever been caught picking your nose while driving?

6. How tall are you?

7. Ever been to Memphis, Tennessee?

Thanks for playing!!!

Um.... hi.

I made a decision today....

Wanna hear it?

Well fine, but I'm gonna tell y'allses anyway!

I want to marry myself. That's right... I have decided to remarry..... but there's no one in the world who knows the ins and outs of me like.... well, me. Oh, and I am often accused by folks of being in love with myself anyway so I am gonna just up and live a life of wedded bliss with me, myself and I. I like all the same things as myself, I like all the same foods as myself... besides nobody gets a bigger laugh at my lame-o cornball jokes than myself so it's a match made in heaven! ... or hell depending on your tolerance for Randy420isms! So, I'll let everyone know when the big day is and where to send presents! WOOT!

P.S. I wont be wearing white as I have already "consumated" this marriage with myself many times! What?

.... well.... crime has come to the Hollow...... Secret had her purse stolen right off the kitchen table yesterday afternoon..... they came right into the house a minute or two after she got home from work.... she went to the back rooms of the house to clean up more dog crap and they walked into the house and grabbed the purse and split..... so, I came home from work a bit later to find the sheriff here taking a report.... poor Secret.... she lost everything..... her money, credit cards, checkbook, keys to the house, keys to both vans, work keys.....her glasses, her cellphone..... important papers....... the works...... she cancelled everything but now her bank account is frozen.... she cant even drive her car.......... but all that can be replaced.... I am glad she wasn't hurt in a confrontation with these assholes...... and our neighbor.... the crazy partying neighbor came over and gave us a high powered rifle for protection..... I kept it next to my bed overnight...

Um..... Secret is understandably upset.......

It's a terrible thing and possibly a dangerous thing having people just walk right into your home, KNOWING you are home and robbing you..... I am very grateful that the kids were not home and that Secret isnt hurt.