Hiya Streamers...
Well, not so much random thoughts as just checking in with the man behind the zany Randy420 character...
It's down in the crisp 40's here in The Hollow this morning and flirting with the 30's up in the higher elevations.... a PERFECT sunny Spring morning!
I talked to the broker I interviewed with last week and she said the man I need to talk to is out of town.... Trying to get back into the real estate world has been an experience that could make Job himself have a meltdown. It's always something...... I guess it's not God's will for me to do what I have done for years and years... I dont get that... I have applied at gas stations; grocery stores; all kinds of places and maybe they look at my resume and think I wont stick around so I dont get a call.... I am going to a temp agency this morning.... having to leave Secret's mom, who I have been watching for two weeks as all her help fell through.... it's a worthy cause but I cant afford to stick with it....... I'm looking at my car being repoed in less than two weeks. That CANT happen!
I have been walking on the local trail this week.... something I used to do quite a bit but had gotten lazy about... I did 6 and a half miles the day before yesterday and while it made my feet sore it took the edge off my nerves to a large degree.... that is one of the most positive things in my life... walking for better physical and mental health!
While all this may seem kind of dark, I am actually doing ok. I have spent alot of time in prayer lately and seem to have some protection around me against the anxiety and depression.... I had a pretty bad fall last night in my world outlook but seem to have recovered nicely during the night... I have been contacted back by a magazine that might be interested in publishing some of my photos/writing. That's a lift!
I feel like I am in a vise grip these days.... I have nothing stable in my personal life and day after day after day of that can take a toll on even the hardiest of spirits....
Oh well, I didnt mean to be such a bummer today, but it helps to get it out.
I'm ok and I need to appreciate the very few blessings that I do have right now..... my friends here being very high on that list.
Thanks and Happy Friday...I mean Thursday!