"A Psalm"

Because You chose to live among us...
I know You’re my reason to live.

Because you forgave those that hurt You...
I know I should forgive just the same.

Because You so terribly suffered...
I know I can stand any pain.

Because I know You love me...
I can rise through all my shame.

Because You are my Christ...
I know I am not alone.

But, why did You leave us here in this hell?
Only You could ever know.

Please Jesus, help me...
Or take me from this evil place.
Hold me in Your loving arms...
Tears of joy streaming down my face.

My agony is unbearable
I cry for relief, but...
Your Word tells me You’re the only way.
I have so embraced and loved You.
So, why do I still have to pay…..
with my blood and endless tears?
Am I not to feel betrayed?

In Your torture, You said to Your Father...

“Father, why have you have forsaken me?”

Christ Jesus, my question is the very same.....



Words and Image Copyright; Scott Scarborough; 2007

Hi Streamers...

Ugh..... this has a very tough week for me. I take an anti-depressant for depression/anxiety and have been taking it for years.... It was helping pretty well for a while but the doctors and the insurance company disagree on what my dose should be and the insurance company pulled the carpet out from under my feet a couple of months ago and said they would only pay for half of what the doctor had prescribed me, leaving me in the lurch to get samples to try to make my dose.....well, I am sick of that crap so I decided to come off the medicine entirely and see how I do.... I think I will do fine because I have come off it once before and I did "ok", well, my situation was managable......

Anyhoos, this week I have been "weening" off, but waaaaay too fast and the meds make you very sick if you just stop them. Well, screw it. I'm not going back to the friggin doctor again so I am pretty much gone close to cold turkey this week......and a loooooong week it's been. Can't really keep any food down, lethargic, agitated and ill mannered,anxious, shaky and nervous....... I have been this way all week but I REFUSE to go back and go back on the stupid drug just to have to come down again..... Maybe, today I will have turned the corner because yesterday I actually felt normal for a few hours...

The strangest thing is I have been free of that insidious insomnia all week too, being in bed hours before my normal time.

Crazy.....out of HBPs too so that isnt helping matters. Ugh...
I need to get those filled TODAY!

Well, for those of you who have been trying to contact me or haven't heard from me (I have readers here who exist in my tangible-non cyber life too)That's why I have kinda been out of touch.....

So, pray for restored health soon and I'll see Y'all around,

Scott (Randy420)

Ok. I finally have added two "Sites I like" to my list on the right there...

1. Mount Washington , NH weather station.... the WORST weather on Earth. Right now it's well below zero with a wind speed of over 60mph!
I check this site out every single day.

2. My music page, where you can go and hear some of my music compositions that I recorded on my home studio for a film maker who I have done some projects with. Make sure your media player is ON or they wont play! *wink*

So, check 'em out!

Later, Alligators...

Randy

Hiya.... yes, Randy the shameless concept thief is back again this week...

Ready?

Here goes....

1. Have you ever brushed your pet's teeth?

2. Is your home clean or messy right now?

3. Does your masturbation bra take cream and sugar in it's coffee?

Thanks for playing!

Snow Storm in The Smoky Mountains


Our local mountains here in Alabama



Backwater on the Coosa River


The Little River Canyon up on Lookout Mountain near the hollow..

All Images Copyright; Scott Scarborough; 2004, 2005, 2006.