I am experiencing some of the strangest symptoms of overstress-lack of sleep-lack of food-and a general topsy-turvey emotional state.....Oh, and I got behind on my blood pressure medicine which hasn't helped things...

I often feel like I am falling forward into nothing..

Sleep has just become something that may or may not happen...I dont count on it and it's a nice surprise when I get some.

Food? yuck. I do force myself to eat but it just sits there like a rock in my stomach. Yuck...!

I have lost my sense of time..... especially days.... I have to stop down to remember what day it is.

Dizzy....but I blame that on the HBP meds being out of my system and I have gotten that filled and have restarted the meds so relief should come soon.

Snappy and cranky! Just ask Secret. Whoa!

I have been striking out in my car and just driving around a bit like I used to, but it really is just aimless drifting. I will go miles and not remember what I have seen because my head is so full of heavy thoughts and my heart is full of powerful emotion.

All this being said, I am doing ok, there's just something going on out here that's not really under my control and I am not letting myself get too carried away with the usual tailspin that I tend to go into as a sort of screwed up defense mechanism...

I do not want this to be read as a "Woe with me" post.

I can take this because I have taken much worse in my day.

I can take ANYTHING!

ANYTHING!

but....

I had to write. So I wrote.

Thank you for letting me let some of this out.

Randy

So..........?

In order to return this blog to it's usual fare, I will offer the following question.

What color underwear do you have on?

Happy Fun Blog Time Has returned to the Hollow.

Hiya Streamers.... I have a favor to ask....for those of you that pray, I would like to request prayers for Secret, her children and myself and my family right now, as are going through a tough time in several different aspects... I won't go into detail at this time but prayers for peace and understanding would be much appreciated.

For those that don't pray, a good thought for us would be great.

Thanks.

With much love and affection,

Scott (Randy420)

Hiya late night Streamers....

So.... I'm visiting in these, the small hours, with another Streamer who will remain nameless to protect her "privacy" (read: mental condition brought on by NO sleep...EVER!) but anyhoos, we are having one of our VERY late insomniac chit chat sessions when she suddenly breaks in and enthusiastically tells me that she just saw a squirrel waterskiiing!!!!

I'm like..... "Er..... hee hee... What?"

She says "yeah, there's a squirrel on TV and it's waterskiing!!"

So, I tell her it's going to be ok and maybe a FULL bottle of Nyquil right down the ole hatch might help things, but she insists that she saw this squirrel waterskiing!!

Hee Hee, oh mercy...... She says it had little squirrel skis and was being pulled by a little squirrel boat and...

Sleep soon, my dear friend.


P.S. Can anyone verify the skiing squirrel?

Um....

1. Rod the oafish clod showed his hot bod off to Todd!

2. Mary dressed real scary to run off fresh Larry!

3. Stan and Jan from the clan gave their bank holdup plan to the man!

4. Clyde couldn't decide to just stay inside or attempt to thumb a ride!

5. Sal took a towel to his soaking wet gal!

6. Chris couldn't resist poking the cyst on his big wrist!

7. The terse nurse called the hearse when the cyst became worse!