Hiya!

Well, it's funny because all this week with me bemoaning my water leak problems from all the rain we had and also my inner emotional tortures, folks kept saying things like...

"The sun will return...."

"There will be better times..."

Well, the other day I was at work and I heard my co-workers oohing and ahhing at the front door so I went to see what was going on and I was treated to such a spectacular sunset!

The rain was departing and the setting sun was battling with the dying storm over control of the sky.... A friend up here fetched her camera and gave it to me so I could take pics and I got these....

Of course, the irony of the scene was lost on me at the time, but now, I can see the sign being given to me...

Hang in there long enough, Randy and you will be rewarded..

Here's the two pics I got.




Better times ahead.......

Well, I am doing damage control on several fronts this morning.

I wrote up a roasting family newsletter where almost the entire joke was on myself but some in my family were offended and hurt. I was told by one person that I was "rude".

Nobody "got" it. I regret writing it.

I also pulled a post from here yesterday that caused controversy in my life.

I cannot remember a day in the last few years where SOMEBODY wasn't mad at me about something.

I guess I am offensive.

I never really try to be hurtful or malicious towards anyone but this goes on and on in my life.

It sucks.

Makes we want to completely dispense with being social as it only brings me grief most of the time.

All my ex's say I am a complete asshole anyway, and I suppose I can be, so I am just reduced to an obnoxious asshole in alot of minds.

If I am "nice" to anyone then I am a manipulator or a "suck-up", or so it's said in my inner circles.

Could be why I am never invited anywhere and nobody comes to visit me.

I am going to take the shepherd's life and just sit on a hill and watch my flock eat grass.

I fit in nowhere and with no one anyway.

Never have...never will.

Happy Thanksgiving folks,

Scott (Randy420)

For those who actually read this crap-o blog on a regular basis, you might remember yesterday where I was STUFFED and suffering crazy head from all the damn food I ate!

Well, today......

Not one bite. Not a nibble. Not a crumb. Still have crazyhead.

Er.... ok. Maybe one butterscotch!

I'm gonna trap myself in a fridge so I can eat my own foot pretty soon.

That's right. Reread it. I said it.

hungry.

There's a friggin waterfall in my bedroom.

No, really.....there is!

I moved into my loft apt. about two weeks ago and reported that there was a leak in the roof and the water leaked down through a vent in my ceiling into my room to property management. They said "okie dokie" and sat on their asses about it. I told the property owner about the issue and that I was really concerned about the water because of my musical and recording gear. He sat on his ass about it.

Alas, a big rainstorm is blowing through Dixie and it started dripping last night so I dumped out the plastic bin with my food in it and stuck it under the drip just in time for the rain to pick up and the drip became a continuous running waterfall ALL NIGHT!

The bucket was filling up and I threw towels, sheets and a dress shirt in it to stop the noise and soak up some of the rain.

I'm screwed today. I finally got to bed at 5:10 this morning and am suffering from severe crazy head.

I am soooooooo pissed!!!

and tired.

and defeated.

I'm about to make the phone call of the day and vent my Randy rage upon them.

Where's my stupid blood cannon????

SO FAR today, I have been on a real mean feed.

Could be the stress.

Here's the rundown, pretty much in order.

1. coffee
2. smokes
3. Bacon/egg bisquit
4. grape salad
5. Gatoraid
6. Diet Dr. Pepper
7. Pizza
8. Cake
9. A Heath Bar
10. LOTS of butterscotches from the receptionist's desk

Ugh....

I am normally not a big eater....

Now, I have an hour and a half left at work and I am ready for bed.